I felt wrong trying to make a commitment to stay in NoCali for work I’d be depended on for… when I wasn’t sure if I could make it, let alone make it in that place, til fall/thereabouts.. So I somehow stumbled my way into having time to work on the community, time to work on my own projects, occasional paid work and freedom to go when I feel it’s time to go.
And like that, a weight lifted. I don’t have to commit in a way that will let anyone down whenever I decide to go. I can still be here a bit and offer some, and make some money to help the next move. I can perhaps check out a gathering or few while still here on the west coast. Perhaps even check out some other community/etc situations I’ve been hearing about around the west coast.
It’s easier to battle the cold when you’re on the move….